Monday, July 13, 2009

Path to evil

People who are misunderstood many times Do tings to hurt others and make decisions that hurt them selves and eventually are filled with anger and hate at the world "becoming evil isn't like a light switch it's slow steps both the kind you can't control and the kind you can"

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

This silent soul

To the white pages I bear my soul.
Away from the world these tears in my eyes never cease.
This pain I feel always increase.
Eyes cold and hungry Take Just part of me.
My eyes know the truth my heart denies.
I hide away from real life.
In this silence this cold Arctic wind I wither and die again.
suffocation no breath, air UN-real.
I give this love but love I do not feel.
I'll fade away dissipate from reality this sorrow unbearable for one human being.
This dream of you an apparition I say
lingering, tingling In my skin a taste for my insatiable appetite.
longing for escape, everyday drowning in love, without I cease to exist
Fill this heartache with emptiness
To the white page I bear my soul
No one else hear nor see, like the silence of this white page
comfort me take away this hidden pain that surrounds me
Ive died inside and only you know at least you can't share my misery

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

The truth

This sensation of you creeps beneath my skin seeps into my vines like poison taking control of me I've lost my reason again the sent of your skin drives me insane. the more of you i get the more i want to take an illicit drug this addiction i can't break this warm in your eyes is it real is it fake don't leave me here alone anymore I know IWill break. this simile it hides the tears i do not shed, no more heart ache I'm better off dead. hold me in your arms again here I'm free so daft and warm i never want to leave. Your eyes they say I love though you never spoke the words am i believing what i can not confirm. i lose my self in this sea of gentle sighs i will stay here forever at least until i die. send me drifting on dreams of reality and awaken in serenity to be wear you are is to find a long lost part of me.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

A Feeling... Unexpressed


So lonely today As I walk tease streets filled with busy sounds and voice's but it's quite hear in my head away from the world and it harsh reality. So many faces wear do I belong it's only me that's left beneath this light and sound.Cradling my head I cry over the iniquity that torments my soul...father for a piece a bread and not a stone at what price? holding fast to the tiniest shred of actual living one more shove and I'll fall of the edge of an abyss that has no end yet no wear to begin ....

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Epilogue ?!


Have you ever sat back and watched your life from a third person perspective? Have you ever wanted to rewind to erase mistakes or to enjoy moments past? Maybe just pause in a place of happiness or peace or to see a person who is now gone. I have; in fact if I had one wish I would wish to go back to that day that time. The place were we first meet maybe then I could change things maybe then I would not be standing here next to a man I do not love......

What is Art?

Is not art and passion what make us most human the essence of the element of soul that can not be contained or captured but yet always feels-L.P.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

A Paradoxical Question?

Why is it that the person you want never wants you?! Why is that the person that wants you is the person you don't want?