The truth

This sensation of you creeps beneath my skin seeps into my vines like poison taking control of me I've lost my reason again the sent of your skin drives me insane. the more of you i get the more i want to take an illicit drug this addiction i can't break this warm in your eyes is it real is it fake don't leave me here alone anymore I know IWill break. this simile it hides the tears i do not shed, no more heart ache I'm better off dead. hold me in your arms again here I'm free so daft and warm i never want to leave. Your eyes they say I love though you never spoke the words am i believing what i can not confirm. i lose my self in this sea of gentle sighs i will stay here forever at least until i die. send me drifting on dreams of reality and awaken in serenity to be wear you are is to find a long lost part of me.

A Feeling... Unexpressed

So lonely today As I walk tease streets filled with busy sounds and voice's but it's quite hear in my head away from the world and it harsh reality. So many faces wear do I belong it's only me that's left beneath this light and sound.Cradling my head I cry over the iniquity that torments my soul...father for a piece a bread and not a stone at what price? holding fast to the tiniest shred of actual living one more shove and I'll fall of the edge of an abyss that has no end yet no wear to begin ....

Epilogue ?!

Have you ever sat back and watched your life from a third person perspective? Have you ever wanted to rewind to erase mistakes or to enjoy moments past? Maybe just pause in a place of happiness or peace or to see a person who is now gone. I have; in fact if I had one wish I would wish to go back to that day that time. The place were we first meet maybe then I could change things maybe then I would not be standing here next to a man I do not love......

What is Art?

Is not art and passion what make us most human the essence of the element of soul that can not be contained or captured but yet always feels-L.P.

A Paradoxical Question?

Why is it that the person you want never wants you?! Why is that the person that wants you is the person you don't want?

Darkness cloud's my mind

Trapped inside a darken abyss the world kneels beneath me .The world it sheds it's lonely tears for the few worthy. Close your eyes encompass no soul drain away The sorrow. Through the darkened day theirs always a bleaker tomorrow.-L.P

What I Cannot say....

I'm a prisoner of my my own words overflowing with things to say,
fear holds them at bay
unable to express whats inside
pleading in silence "Don't turn away"
wondering a narrow line scared of possibilities
Desperately, searching I found what I need
I fear it will leave.
Never alone again, Impossible to survive.
Requiring the sent of your skin.
longing for that soft warm smile
clouding my mind like a thousand seas,
no longer a want but a must have a need.
walking away, face emotionlessly as steel
No word nor goodbye,
Just cold silence as starless winter night.
In the darkness that was once my love
This soul dissolves never to be loved